[ What did he really want to tell? It was very clear in his head. He just can't. He shouldn't.
He lowers his gaze to the ground, the nervousness going away. He's going to start with the more important ones. ]
...There's a lot I want to tell you. I know you wouldn't ask, but now that I messed things up, I should tell you anyways.
The stuff I tried to talk to you about in June... It's about my teacher. He died. Kaigaku turned into a demon so he took his own life to repent. Oh, Kaigaku's a fellow Breath of Thunder trainee that my teacher took in. Someone I kinda looked up to as close to an other brother. This was what I didn't tell you about during the training. That's one thing.
[ He takes a breath. He knew well enough how Tanjiro would act, considering how kind-hearted he is. He'd get sad, maybe almost falling into despair. He was already worried during the training when he wanted to find out why Zenitsu was upset during the training. Like how Pyra had reassured back in May, he'd also say that it's not Zenitsu's fault. Or at least that's his own imagination is telling him. ]
The other thing is that the demons'll find us and attack us soon. I've told you before that I didn't remember anything from this place when I was sleeping, so the stuff I learned from Somnus-san didn't help out.
[ That's the gist of the things he meant to tell Tanjiro a month ago but ended up unable to. And then there's another thing... ]
...And I got upset with you a few days ago because I think I got a crush on you. But I thought I couldn't fill the hole that your family passing left, and I said those words. I'm sorry.
2/3 tl;dr this is gay
He lowers his gaze to the ground, the nervousness going away. He's going to start with the more important ones. ]
...There's a lot I want to tell you. I know you wouldn't ask, but now that I messed things up, I should tell you anyways.
The stuff I tried to talk to you about in June... It's about my teacher. He died. Kaigaku turned into a demon so he took his own life to repent. Oh, Kaigaku's a fellow Breath of Thunder trainee that my teacher took in. Someone I kinda looked up to as close to an other brother. This was what I didn't tell you about during the training. That's one thing.
[ He takes a breath. He knew well enough how Tanjiro would act, considering how kind-hearted he is. He'd get sad, maybe almost falling into despair. He was already worried during the training when he wanted to find out why Zenitsu was upset during the training. Like how Pyra had reassured back in May, he'd also say that it's not Zenitsu's fault. Or at least that's his own imagination is telling him. ]
The other thing is that the demons'll find us and attack us soon. I've told you before that I didn't remember anything from this place when I was sleeping, so the stuff I learned from Somnus-san didn't help out.
[ That's the gist of the things he meant to tell Tanjiro a month ago but ended up unable to. And then there's another thing... ]
...And I got upset with you a few days ago because I think I got a crush on you. But I thought I couldn't fill the hole that your family passing left, and I said those words. I'm sorry.